omg! i cant wait till christmas! yay! tehe! im really really bored right now! uugh! ok so whats up with like all the stupid couples like goin out then breakin up a day later? what the heck is the point? if ur gonna go out with someone go out with them for more then a day cus thats like really gay ok? and anoying! wow i think school could not be any more boring! liek the same thing happens everyday and it pisses me off i fall asleep in class. i hate the people in my class sept for liek ben and jacky, the rest of the people in my normal classes suck except for quir or watever and gym and lunch. we mise well have teams cus it like the same people in all my classes and ok u kno what really PISSES me off more then anything? wen somone says they liek somone then they get asked out by another person and they go out with them and they dont even liek them! thats REALY PISSES ME OFF! because some people liek thats person wen you dont and they could be goin out with him instead of u cus u dont liek him! everyones ;ike being a bitch to me latly like all my friends talk bout me and hate me all of a sudden and wont talk to me and i havnt done anything, and liek everyones all agianstme what the fuck did i do poeple? all my best friends asct liek they dont want me around and my bestest friend of all doesnt even act the same anymore shes been a freakin brat latly and it drives me bonkeRs! she always brags and it pisses me off wenever im like having a moment she has to steel it and say "oh well bla bla bla" and ruin it all. GOD wats the problem? well guess wat i might go to olentangy high school which is like an awsome one liek the ones u see in movies u kno? but i kinda dont want to cus ill miss alot of people and all the people at olentagy are like bitchy and stuff so probly not, ya i dotn think i will. welllll....peaCe!

 Crazy MaiziE**

OMG!

ok so theres this

 really hott guy, hes GoRGousE!

Ha ha! and i

cant get over him! and

theres nothing else on my

MinD,  so im gonna talk

about

HIM! and some other

things too, like how crazy i

 am right now! i feel

like bein myself online!

tehe, so here it is,

 i CANT get over this

 feeling, like BoyS,

 oh man i LOOOOVE

 BOYS!! like all those hott

crazy goofy funny guys like

ben!! and aj omg hes

awsome! and jason!

and i guess justins 

pretty hott too!

 and idc if they kno

 i think their hott

anymore! lol i meen who

doesnt? and theres so

many other hott guys!

 they're crazy and wild and

cute and Funny and i

LOVE THEM! especialy

 this special guy. hes

amazing. ok so hes a little

perverted, but SO IS

 EVERYONE

 ELSE! and i guess its a guy

thing!

 well im single,

(and lovin it) but theres

 always that one little

voice thats screaming

" YOU WANT HIM

 BAD! but you

Can-t have him because

 He Doesnt Like You so

get over it!!"

i love how that always

talk about stupid stuff

 and still have

fun. they talk about the

weirdest stuff in the world.

 weird, butfun! 

and i love how they all

like, would never

stab eachother in the

 back like girls do.

 we always talk shit bout

eachother wen

we love eachother to

 death just cus were

 jelouse and all this DUMB ASS shit! i wish we

would just get along like boys

and just have fun.

but i meen i WiSh that he could

just notice me,and

 talk to me

 liek he does with 

those OTHER girls...

i know

 he used to, but that was a

long time ago.  and idk maby

im  just crazy but

we all freak out bout

this kinda stuff somtimes

and i guess it happend

to me tonight, but

i really miss him.

even if most of the time

we were just friends  he was somthing

special.

                    i miss those days

HEY HEY HEY!! lol im bored and idk i just thought it would give me somthing to do to get things off my mind.i hope a school dance is comin up soon! i love dances there fun me and mason were grinding at the last one to try to beet the 8th graders at it lol they were liek all down eachothers pants wen there dancin and masons liek hey you wanna grind im like heck yes! pph lol! im totally goin to 4-h camp next summer yippy!! iv always wanted to go and my mom waits till the last minute to get me in and its too late so im goin next year! ok thia is weird to put online for people to read, but i just feel liek speakin my mind today since its not somthing i do alot. i havnt had a boyfrien in a long time, but idk i kinda like it, cus wen you liek a guy you always flirt with them and have fun with them, then wen you start goin out with them it all changes and its not as fun anymore, i totoally wish i was goin out with him! but its almost just as fun just knowing you like eachother and not goin out, cus you just have more fun. i miss having a boyfriend. im like such a loser and everyone knows it. idk why people even talk to me. like seriously, ok im just gona come up front and say it, konnor acts liek she loves me to death, then around other peoploe she acts liek she hates me and wants me to go away. and like i have lots of friends that are guys, but they would NEVER even think about goin out with me cus im liek ugly and stuff, but then why do they talk to me? its just confusing. i wish i could read peoples minds to kno what guys like and stuff.  

Thanksgivings tomarrow, i cant wait! i havnt eaten for 3 days cus everythin i touch my moms liek NO EATING! THATS FOR THURSDAY! so im liek ok FINE wat can i eat! and shes like idk but not that! so i get somthing else and she says the same thing! ive been eatin halloween candy and dr pepper that daniele got me for my birthday and i still havnt drinkin it all!  wow i suck at spelling! i would say somthing about a guy and about how my love life sucks but im sick of it and nobody cares so ill just get over it. i miss school, i kno stupid right? the only reason i liek school is to see my friends and to get away from home. the summer time sucks cus i never go anywhere but working out and sleeping in the pool and i never see my friends. thats why somtimes im happy to go to school cus i miss talkin to all my friends and all the hott guys and stuff lol! we have some hott guys in our school! not that i could get any more then a friend but their fun.  i miss the fair! i didnt get to do much this year there. it was rainy and my friends kinda hated me at the time, but who cares.  OMG IT BETTER FUCKING SNOW THIS CHRISTMAS OR I WILL BE PISSED OFF! last year it didnt even feel liek christmas, it was liek 50 degrees out and sunny for christ sake!  tehe im gettin a digital video camera! a really nice one! i always make funny videos a home and with jessie and stuff cus im a goof and i like to have fun! my mom gets so pissed wen i use her camera so i told her to buy me one for christmas and my dads getin me one tehe! i feel like goin outside and playin in the rain, i havnt played in the rain for a couple weeks, i like playin in the rain, im a geek like that but i have more fun then most people!

   Crazy MaiziE*